written on a whim

Live and let go
for the last time, of my past life.
Of everything that never meant a thing,
heartache and heartbreak.

The long nights awake and sleepless.

The days too long and meaningless.

Failed attempts at giving up.

Failed attempts at getting better.

The facade, I got so good at putting on.....

Ta...da?

Life is like the shackles she is forced to put on everyday,

when she looks in the mirror, smiles and pretends its okay.

The secrets she hides. The lies she will find.

What she will never know is the pain she inflicts,

on the one person she shy's from.

The one who stays up all night,

wondering if her best friend is alright.

Lame:P

I love you, more than
you will ever k now. i love the
way i cant help but watch you from
the corner of my eye when we (act
ually) watch movies. i love how you
dont understand why i smile ever
y time we kiss. i wish you kn
ew how proud i am to call
you my boyfriend.i wis
h you realized that
you make me ha
ppy, and you'
ve helped m
e.i love ho
w i am
cro
ok
ed
li
ke
th
is
he
ar
ta
nd
you
love me
anyways.

Fragile Illusion

Missing you, missing me,
And everything in between.
3 small words that never meant anything.
Lets just pretend,
that this will never end.
And when all is said and done,
I will still feel like your the one.
<3